I feel like we have the plague, if we get better, the kids get it or our dearest friends, or there kids, then it cycles back again and again and again and it's just taken everything out of me including blogging. I kinda felt like I was empty. Nothing profound to say. God has really taken me through some rain to show me the rainbow on the other side. But somehow, i found myself reverting back into old ways, ways of thinking that don't make me feel good. Do you ever do that? It's like I remember getting burned by the fire... then I stick my hand back in to make sure it's still hot... IT IS! That is where I've been! I've not been feeling very inspirted lately, and I am a person who likes to live in inspiration! HOWEVER...Me and my love are great! We thought we that couple ... the one that passes in the hallway, and sleeps is full flannel pj's if you know what i mean..., but I am happy to report were SOOO not that couple... we are very much in love and becoming the best of friends again! And if you know me well... you know I wish for a best friend... seemingly to my own detriment. Some people have them, some have lots of them... I spin my wheels wishing for that one very best friend. I am discovering that I don't think Gods plan for me... I still hope for one... but I'm glad for the friendship of my husband and others... like my dear friend Amanda, or my friends Jamie & Sandy who just get me and don't treat me like I'm drama, and my PW's and the sweeties in the office... Kim W, Beky, Jamie, Tasha, and Amanda V! AND not to forget amazing people like Jim and Martina, Scotty, The Metzgers, Jennita, My sister, my mom and so many others! IT takes a village to fill my love tank and so ,though I don't have that one best friend... I'm doing all right! This post is random, you probably wish I'd go back to not posting:)
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